Can you get bejeweled on the NHS?

the rigging in my sails is creaking, 

craving oxygen

so scared of breath loss

slow it down

focus on the game

breathe slowly

if I play I don't think about

that wet sponge 

sitting in my chest

can't use any more ventolin

or my heart will pop

would you rather play bejeweled

or sit in A&E all night?

breathe gently

don't be afraid

so slow it down

and match the jewels

can't clear it out

it doesn't move

just wrings me, coughing.

as long as you still 

have a choice 

you do not need to go

you know about A&E

sat there all last Thursday night

for them to send you away in conditions

that your own doctor found so shocking

you know they cannot cope

and you'd just sit there

craving oxygen and 

getting in amongst 

everyone else's germs

and 111 is worse

and ineffectual scam

to line the pockets of tory companies

bejeweled works, for now

breathing control 

with home comfort

honey tea on hand

Dino hovering with that instinct

for when I am unwell

and no alarming the spouse

on night shift